Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Memories of "home"

Last weekend I went home to see my parents and do some school supply shopping. On our way home, we stopped by my grandma's house. She hasn't seen Jaxon before and it's been a long time since she's seen the boys. When I got there, memories of the place started flooding my mind. I went outside at one point and the Lord told me to grab my camera and start taking pictures. At one point recently, my grandma was going to sell the place and it broke my heart. Gosh. . . there are so many memories there! I'll share just a few with you.

Here is where our trailer house once stood. Right to the left hand side of that barn. That barn used to be the garage where my dad and his buddies would "hang out" on Friday nights. You can still see the sidewalk if you look real close. When my parents sold the house (or whatever happened) and they moved it, the house actually fell apart. Crazy, huh?


Back there (where the tall grass is now) is where my grandpa would plant corn and black eyed peas. In the summer time, he would set a sign out in front of his house and people would stop and pick black eyed peas by the bushel. He would sit on the porch (picture following) and watch all these people out in his fields picking his peas. They would pick for a while and then go pay him. I remember people driving from all over the place to pick peas there! I remember running through the corn rows and playing hide and seek. My grandpa didn't like that one bit! When my grandpa died, someone came to the funeral home and put a handful of black eyed peas on his coffin. It was weird, but it was a very nice touch.

This is the barn that my dad built. There used to be a basketball goal up there and we would play basketball until all hours of the night. My dad put a light out there for us and the driveway was actually wider than it is now. My dad used to do all kinds of welding and mechanic work in this barn. It's huge. We used to get in trouble for getting his welding chalk and writing all over the cement floors. My dad painted my first car in this garage. Aaron kissed me for the first time on April 19th, 1995 in this garage. (hee hee)


This is a little side porch thing behind my grandma's house. On that little slab of cement, we wasted away our summers crushing cans. My grandparents would go on walks in the evenings and my grandpa would collect cans. We would check every day to see if he had enough cans for us to crush. He made these "can crushers" all by himself. We would fight over who got to crush which can and a few toes were crushed in the process.


Here's where my grandpa would sit and watch everyone in his "patch" as he called it. He also sat here most days and just seemed to enjoy being outside. This is also where he would sit during the annual Easter Egg hunt! Whoever found the most eggs got a penny. . . and it was a prized possession!!


Here's the cellar where we spent many a summer nights. My grandma also kept all of the things that she canned from the garden down there. All kinds of jelly and vegetables, etc. We always laughed at how if we ever had a really bad tornado and debris was all over the top of the door, we would be just fine down there!! We used to fit 11 people down there! Underground is just about the size of that white cement slab on top there. I just cut the end off in the picture. My grandpa had rigged the door with a clip on the door with a MASSIVE chain that would clip on to a hook in the cement stairs. Then, there was another door that closed off the cellar part from the stairs. That was in case the door was ever blown off we would still have a door between us and the outside. I do remember one night that the door did almost blow off. My grandpa was trying to get the outer door clipped to the stairs and we were all telling him to just get in the safe part with us. But, my grandpa was in the navy and now I realize how strong he really was then. He finally struggled enough and got that door latched down. He got in the inner part with us and that outside door still flapped as a tornado flew overhead. Yes, it was crazy.

This was the chicken coop we had at one time. There was a cage there at one time. My job was to go collect the eggs every day. We also had a cow out there at one time. . . that was absolutely crazy!

These were my grandpa's grape vines. Gosh, those were some good grapes!! My grandma would go out every summer and pick grapes off of there to make grape jelly.

Here's a better picture of the cellar. See that other grape vine over there (to the left of that tree)? This is also the clothes line my grandma hung clothes on forever!! She hated to use her dryer and there were always clothes drying out there!! Most summer days you could find her outside by the clothesline.

This is the front of my grandma's house. During the winter, we would wait at that front door and watch for the bus in the mornings. My grandpa would be sitting at the kitchen table eating his sardines and grits and drinking his coffee. But, he drank his coffee a little weird. He poured it into the cup and then poured it from the cup into the saucer. He would drink his coffee from the saucer. This is where the green and gold carpet are still under your feet. This is where my grandpa took naps every afternoon. This is where some of the most amazing Thanksgiving dinners were made. This is where my grandma made most of my clothes when I was younger. This is where I would go when I had to do a report on World War II. My grandpa was in the navy and told many a story about his days in the war. He was the checker champion on his boat. If he had cashed in all that he "won", he would have been a millionaire. My grandma has WWII memoribillia stored in the back bedroom. Things I hope will be mine when she passes away. I always found them fascinating!

So, there's my little walk down memory lane. I'm still not sure why God told me to take pictures, but I'm glad I did. I have a few more pictures, but they need to be turned before I post them and I need to get some laundry done. . . blogging time is up!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Attn: Pam (& any others who missed Opening Ceremonies)

I found someone who has a link to somewhere to watch the opening ceremonies of the Olympics. And since the e-mails I send to you never reach you or bounce back to me, try this:

* Go to this blog: http://mom2my6pack.blogspot.com/

* Go to her Sunday, August 10th post about the Olympics

* She has a link to the opening ceremonies

I'm not sure it will have the same effect to watch it on the computer screen, but it's all the rage from what I hear. . . well, from what I've heard from Brandi.

Anyway, just wanted to help a friend out!!

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Playing in the Rain

Yesterday, the boys were outside playing football, when it started to sprinkle. They came in and put their bathing suits on in case it rained. It started pouring down and they were still "working out". Payton said it was because the pros practice in the rain. So, here are my very own football pros:

All the pros do push-ups in the rain, too.
I couldn't turn down a few shots of splashing feet!
I didn't realize Evan had such a vertical leap!


I'm not sure exactly what Evan is "practicing" here. . .
I guess every pro needs to know how to swim in the driveway!

Good thing we live on a cul-de-sac! Only then can you go out and swim in the road!

Cul-de-sacs are good for being able to ride your bike down the middle of the road, too!


By the way, I need to send a shout out to a Mr. J Wilson who had his birthday yesterday! I didn't forget . . . although I did forget to post it on my blog yesterday! I didn't forget your birthday!!!

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

August Thoughts. . .

I don't know what it is, but I love going shopping for school supplies! We haven't gone this year, but I can't wait.

When I started Kindergarten, my grandma took me school shopping. I could pick out whatever I wanted, although I really had no idea what was "cool". Then, she bought me some school clothes and some new shoes. . . of course, everything came from Wal-Mart but I didn't know any different. In the following years, we just got whatever my parents could afford, which was Wal-Mart, but when Wal-Mart didn't have anything cool.

When Payton started school, my mom called and wanted to buy Payton's school supplies. On one hand, I was very thankful, but on the other, I was a little disappointed. We couldn't go up there, so she picked everything out and mailed it to us. She mainly picked up the little things so it would be easier to mail. He was very excited to get a package in the mail, but when we went out to get the bigger things (kindergarten mat, etc), he kept seeing things he wanted.

First grade, same thing. My mom wants to buy his school supplies and mail them. I let Payton make that decision and he says that he wants her to do that. Again, I'm a little disappointed but we did have to go pick out a few more things. Can you really complain if someone else wants to buy your child's school supplies?

This year, my mom calls and wants to buy them again. I ask Payton if that's ok and he says, "Mom, I want to pick my own stuff out this year." YAY!! ;) I called my mom and told her and she laughed and said, "So, have I not done a good job the last few years or what?" So this year we're going to make the best of both worlds. We are going up there next weekend while Aaron is in California to buy school supplies with my mom. I really am excited about it. I don't think I've been there since Christmas. . . no, I've been back once I guess.

We did already buy backpacks on Ebay. A Colorado Rockies backpack for Payton and a San Antonio Spurs backpack for Evan. We're just waiting on the mail lady to bring them! It was a blast looking all over the internet for what they wanted.

I don't have a clue what Jaxon is going to do once Payton goes back to school. The two of them have really grown to love each other over the summer. Jaxon can be crying his head off, but if Payton walks in the room, all is well. I'm not sure what I am going to do either. On Tuesdays & Thursdays, Payton & Evan will be at school,so it will just be me and Jaxon. I am excited for Evan, though. He is going to love the social aspect of "school".

I am going to be at the church more, I think. Right now I'm working on my schedule. If you haven't listened to that podcast that Francesca recommended, it is a MUST LISTEN!

OK. . enough blabbering. Plus, Jaxon is sitting here whining & both of us can't type at the same time . . . it's naptime!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

It's Only A Day Away!

Yes, it was only a day away, but it was a fun day away!! Here's our adventures in Austin! Who knew it was only 3 hours away?!? But, because Trish & I don't like our pictures taken, here are Bear & Elephant to tell you about our trip!

7:45 am . . . time to leave. A little later than planned, but everyone is excited!
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Had lunch at La Madeline. . . but nobody wanted to admit how much they ate. Here's the leftovers! It was delicious!
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Here it is!! IKEA!! We spent 4 hours in there!! Found a ton of things. . . why can't money grow on trees?
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Off to the outlet mall. Fossil didn't have the right watch, so we stopped to enjoy some Starbucks Passion Tea (and a small cookie)!
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Off to pick up Trish's sister at the hospital where she works. Then, to her house to see about Bella. Bella's staying, so we stop at HEB. I do have to admit that it was a pretty cool HEB.

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A Sugar Free Redbull for Bear for the drive home.
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Back to IKEA to pick up our furniture. . . and a few other things!
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OK, time to end the day. Time to head back to real life.
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Enjoying the beautiful sunset (not bad for a moving shot)
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As it gets darker, things aren't looking quite right.
Bear: I don't think we're going the right way. This doesn't look familiar.

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Elephant: What town did we just go through?
Bear: Hamilton.
Elephant: Let's look at the map
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Elephant: Nope, we missed our turn somewhere. Just take this other highway
and we'll be back on track. Glad we noticed that now!
We were heading for Ft. Worth!
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So now, we're back on track headed back to Clyde.
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We arrive home about 11:30 pm and I think Bear & Elephant are both exhausted!!
Thanks, Bear, for the WONDERFUL day!!
We MUST do that again sometime . . .
sometime soon!
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Sunday, July 20, 2008

I've got to (bom bom) get away I've got to (bom bom) run away

I don't usually get an itching to get out of town. I'm pretty much a homebody, but today the itch hit me! I have got to get out of here! Payton and Evan are at Aaron's parents' house for a couple of days, so I just have Jaxon. I have done all the painting on my scrapbook room that I can do. I'm still waiting on the bed, floor, and lights for that. I'm also waiting on Erica to get back so she can draw my zebra wall on. So, I can't do anything else in there. I don't have a lot of money to spend, so a huge shopping trip won't work. I just need to get away and do something. I feel like I've been on vacation for 2 weeks now and I haven't gone anywhere. Once I get back in the swing of things, it's hard to get away. Plus, Jesse's last day at BRM was on Friday, so now Aaron can't just up and go either.

Anyone up for a road trip for a day or two? Or anyone have any ideas on what I should do? Jaxon has a dr. appointment tomorrow (Monday) afternoon, but that's the only thing.

I'm not even sure that's the right song lyrics in my title, but I think you'll know what song I'm talking about. . I can't remember who sings it and I can't remember if "get away" or "run away" come first. . . . Oh well. . you get the idea.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Free Fonts

If you're a font junkie like myself, here are 20 free fonts!!

http://www.scrapnfonts.com/searchprod.php?showingonly=Free

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Me -- RAW on "vacation"

Gosh! What am I going to do with my time?
The house needs cleaned and rearranged. Done.
Now it needs decorated and repainted.
On my list of 'Things to do'.
Who am I?
Still not quite sure.
What if I don't go back to children's church?
God says to go there. So, what if you don't go back? What if you never did children's ministry again?
I go there in my mind. Walk & talk forever. All is fine. He still loves me.
I'm supposed to read The Shack again.
Heard Joyce Meyers talk about a spiritually mature person. They are calm when there is a storm blowing all around them.
Oops! Blew that one.
I am afraid of so many things.
God delivers me from some.
Others I'm still walking out and that' s ok.
Today I'm full of trust.
Tomorrow, not so much.
Today I'm bored.
I want to "run away from home".
I feel surrounded by people, but all alone.
That's ok, too.
Get my building today!
Yay! Something to do.
God says to learn to sit still and do nothing.
I can't!
I want to be around people.
No, I don't.
I can't really talk about what's going on with me. People might freak out.
So what if they did?
What the heck do I wear to church? Can I still wear my red shirt?
I put it on when I get home just because I like it.
Kids are fighting. They need a "vacation" from each other! ;)
Jaxon's still not sleeping very good.
I see a dim light of hope at the end of the tunnel.
I'm trying to disconnect from ministry.
It's a lot harder than you would think.
It's hard to go to church and do nothing.
There's chaos in children's church due to a wet floor.
I find myself trying to fix the problem instead of letting them figure it out.
STOP IT!
I'm loving my time off.
I've lost 10 pounds!
YAY ME!
I'm enjoying being out of the "rat race".
But, I don't think I could live my life without it.
Yes, I could.
God says to take 2 more weeks off.
But there are things to do! Things that need to be done!
Can I just be still? Can I just do nothing?
I want to be a somebody.
I want to be a "nobody".
What are my dreams?
Don't know very many.
Do I even have what it takes to make them come to pass if I did?
I'm just afraid I'll make a list and have to give them up anyway.
There's another fear -- AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Why does this identity thing have to be so hard?
Why do I keep crying at everything?
I haven't "lost it" in front of anyone in a really long time.
That is until the last few weeks. Seems to happen a lot.
God mended a broken relationship that I am VERY thankful for and EXCITED about.
God keeps pointing me out.
God tells me that I'm not a nuisance to Him and He's not going to tell me to go away.
God says there is a large mantle on me, but it's not a heavy one that weights me down.
He doesn't want me to walk with my head held low because I'm a woman, but He wants me to walk in confidence and authority.
God says I have the job and I am qualified.
God says He has great things for me and this is just the tip of the iceburg.

This is me on vacation. . . doesn't sound like much of an ideal vacation, does it? I'm ok with it. Let's just go forward so I don't have to do this again -- ever! ;) But, please know that I am ok. Really I am. Can this be my post that never happened?

Friday, July 11, 2008

TWO miracles @ the Laughlin House

Tuesday, Katieann had my kids all day. When I picked them up (long story), she said that Jaxon had taken a 4 hour nap that day. That was awesome considering that last week when she had them, he didn't sleep at all. That evening, he took another kind of long nap and woke up really fussy. His mouth is like a faucet and he was running a fever. He didn't sleep much Tuesday night and ran what seemed like a high fever all night.

Wednesday. . same thing. Not sleeping, not eating much, fussy, faucet at the mouth, etc.

Wednesday night. . same thing. . . no sleep.

So, yesterday (Thurs) I took him to the dr because I was just certain that it was an ear infection. He broke out with a little rash all over him that morning. She looks at him and comments on the rash. Looks at his ears -- nothing. It was one of those moments where you are almost disappointed that it's not an ear infection. She looks down his throat -- a little red, but she thinks it's probably a virus that has to run it's course. Or it could be just teething. That will be $51 please. UGH!

He does have a pretty bad rash on his bottom that I think is just eczema and she thought that too, but she gave me a prescription for a cream in case it's a yeast infection. She said it should clear up in 7 days.

Go to Wal-Mart to get the prescription . . . pure hell but that's for another blog another time.

So, last night after being fussy for HOURS, he finally fell asleep on Aaron at 7:45. We just let him sleep thinking he would be up for sure by 8:30 or 9. I went to bed at midnight and he was still asleep. He slept until 2:30 am!! That is a MIRACLE!! The only problem was that he had already slept 7 hours, so he was ready to be awake! Aaron took him outside and he fell asleep and slept until 7:15 am!! YAY GOD!!

I just went and laid him down for a nap and he went right to sleep with no fussing -- another miracle considering the last few days, but we won't count it.

MIRACLE #2:
So, while I"m up with Jaxon last night, I hear someone go in the boys' bathroom. I thought it was Aaron, but as I walk by Payton's room, I hear him say, "Mom." I went to the kitchen and got a bottle ready for Jaxon's next feeding and Payton came in the kitchen (yes, it about scared the ___ out of me). He said he had gone to the bathroom and wanted a drink of cold water. HE HAD WOKE UP AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND WAS STILL DRY!!! He got up this morning about 8 am and was still dry!! HIP HIP HOORAY!!

Now, you may be thinking that Jaxon woke him up, but not so. A freight train could come through Payton's room and he would probably sleep right through it. But, we've been praying and asking God to wake him up at night so he can go to the bathroom and it happened!! He was so proud of himself and we were very excited this morning!!

Today is supposed to be delivery day on my scrapbook building!! I'm getting ready to paint!! But my plan keeps changing! I definitely need to decide on a plan. I'm definitely changing the trim on the outside. . maybe that will be my first "paint transformation". Of course I'll have to post pictures later!

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

My Very Own FREECYCLE

I joined this "group" a while back. It is where people have things to give away, so they list it and people e-mail them and tell them they want it. Sometimes it's first come first serve. Other times, the givers take all the people who want the item and put their names in a hat and draw out a lucky winner. In my case, it's the first person to contact me via comment, text, call or e-mail.

Here are my 2 items that I'm giving away:

TAKEN: 2 white canisters from IKEA. These have now been replaced with my beautiful zebra canisters, so I don't have a use for them anymore.

TAKEN: Black candle holder that holds 12 candles. It was on my fireplace mantle, but I've totally rearranged and can't find a place for it anymore. Dust is probably included.

Monday, July 07, 2008

Adventures in Cupcake Baking

Aaron's birthday was on Saturday so Evan & I made him some cupcakes. Here's some pictures to document our adventure in cupcake baking.

At first, we forgot to add the water, so we had "cupcake soup" for a little while". With a few more stirs, we had cupcake batter.

OK, just one taste

Oh, what's one more going to hurt?
No, mom. I didn't have any cupcake batter!
Now they're done. When will they be cool enough to put frosting on?

Next it's time for SPRINKLES!!

Then 31 candles . . . yes, I said 31!!

Jaxon gets his first taste of cake. That piece really wasn't that big, but he sure made a mess out of it!!
Yes, mom. I think I like cake.

Time for a bath in the kitchen sink!

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

I've solved this dilema!!

Today on my first day off, I figured out why diets fail. . . are you ready? THE FOOD IS SO DARN EXPENSIVE!!!!

Last night I sat down with my little "program" and wrote out all the ingredients that I would need for a week -- remember that -- A WEEK! I made my list, although it was a little more unorganized than normal. But, I would make it work.

I went grocery shopping today (I know it's sad I had nothing else better to do). Anyway, I bought the things on that list. I picked up a few things for the boys' lunches and headed up to the cash register. I felt like I was going pretty good. And, I didn't buy any sweet cereal for the boys -- THAT'S HUGE! I even picked up some doughnut holes for them and put them back! (Shh! Don't tell them!)

So, I get up the cash register and the nice lady scans my groceries and the total? Remember, this is for ONE WEEK plus just a FEW other things. . . not much more at all!! Total: $220!!! That's for ONE WEEK!!

Now, I do know that some of the meals will be leftovers and this will probably last me longer than a week, but my goodness!! No wonder people jump off the bandwagon after just a few weeks!!

And, I couldn't even find a few things. . .anyone know what this is: Bragg's Liquid Aminos?

On another note, Aaron and the guys made it out of the grand canyon alive. He called this morning at 4:30 and said they were miserably hot. He said that yesterday it was 115 degrees IN THE SHADE! They left after he got off of the phone with me and it was 98 degrees at 5 am!! They got back to the top just after noon. They were riding around in a bus because it had a/c and they were waiting on his dad because he rode the donkey back up.

Please pray for me. I have 2 more days before Aaron gets home and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I'm exhausted. I couldn't go to sleep last night and finally dozed off after 1 am. Aaron called at 4:30. Jaxon got up at 5 am. Got back in bed at 5:30. Last looked at the clock at 6:03. Got up at 8 to get ready for Katieann to be here. I'm so tired.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Well, well, well -- Sorry it's long

Well, where to start? I think I've promised to post about my new scrapbook room for the last few posts. . . but don't really feel like it tonight. Well, maybe that can be the good news? I always hated when people ask if you want the good news or the bad news first. So, I'm going to give you some "bad" news, then some ok news, then some good news. How does that sound? Guess it doesn't matter, it's my blog. ;)

BAD NEWS:
Last Wednesday, I posted that I went to see Dr. A for my check up. This morning, I got a call from his office. My pap smear came back "abnormal". The phone conversation seemed like a blur really after she told me that. She said something about it could be anything from a yeast infection to a virus and don't worry. Don't worry? How do you say that? And how do you DO that? Oh, and they need me to come back in 3 months -- yes, 3 MONTHS -- and do a different one. I have to say that it all seems surreal. The fact is that I don't know anything besides "abnormal" which could be from several things. So, I really do have peace about it. But every once in a while, it tries to sneak up on me.

OK NEWS:
I'm taking the month of July off from children's church. I've had a heck of a week trying to fight it off and say I didn't need a break, although my husband knew better. This week I had a hard conversation with a person and it started with talking about control. Not being in children's church kind of freaks me out. I do totally believe my team will be just fine and do an amazing job. But, without children's church, I really don't know who I am. Most people relate to me through children's church and I've been serving in a church since I was 13 years old. I don't know how to 'just go to church'. But, I guess I'm going to learn.

I realized the other day that my kids need me, too. I've never been "just a mom" or "just a wife". Just a few months after Aaron and I were married, I started doing children's ministry and I've been doing it ever since with about 7 months in there somewhere that I didn't when we came to TCC/KLF. So, I'll have 20-30 hours a week that I was spending on children's church to spend on my husband, my kids, my house, myself. . . yikes -- myself. I have had Katieann watching the boys on Tuesdays so I can go up to the office to work, but I'm looking forward to having a day of doing whatever I want. . . although I'm not quite sure what that would be just yet.

The other day, Becky stopped by my office and I just flat out told her -- I'm not sure who I am apart from children's ministry. It almost makes me want to shake to even think about time off. There are some fears there, but I know this is God's timing and all will be ok. Monday I'm planning on tying up some loose ends and let everything start on Tuesday.

But, I am looking forward to a few things. On the top of my list is to clean my baseboards. Yes, you read that right -- the baseboards. I moved a dresser the other day and realized how bad they were behind the furniture and as I started looking, I realized how dirty they were out in the open! So, they will be getting cleaned for sure. Maybe a room or two will be a coat of paint. . one of my favorite pastimes.

GOOD NEWS X 4:
OK, so we've reached the 'good news' part and I actually have 4 things that are good. After going to Dr. A last week, I decided to quit drinking Dr. Pepper (or any coke product) and sweet tea. Day 1 was REALLY rough. I had the worst headache I've ever had! I totally understood why my mom used Dr. Pepper like ibuprofen. So, it's now been a week since I've had any of that and it's working out ok. I weighed myself on my scale when I got home last week and I weighed myself today. . . 2 pounds gone!! I am eating better, too. Today I took the kids to PrimeTime and we had lunch there. I saw the people next to me enjoying their giant hamburgers and I really wanted one. But, I refused and I had their grilled chicken salad. I was very impressed with how it hit the spot. And, I didn't feel extra heavy after I ate it. I have been walking when I get a chance for about 45 minutes. I always feel really good afterwards. I ordered a 90 day weight-loss program from Marty Copeland (Kenneth Copeland's daughter) and I'm going to start doing it once I go grocery shopping again. The good news is that when I go back to Dr. A for my 2nd pap smear, I should weigh quite a bit less. . . let's hope so.

GOOD NEWS #2:
I had a meeting this week with the Food Bank to talk about the possibility of using the portable building behind the CCRC for backpacks. It has to be insulated, cleaned out, etc. but I couldn't move forward on that until I had their ok. I got an e-mail a few weeks ago that they strongly discouraged using portable buildings for food distribution, but they would come and look at it. When they came on Tuesday, they were so excited for me and gave me the thumbs up. I could just go ON and ON and ON about how amazing those people are. I love working with them!!

GOOD NEWS #3:
I'm getting a new scrapbook room . . well, scrapbook building!! I'm so excited! Aaron won a hunting lodge from Hawk Portable Buildings at the single parent fundraiser and thought it would be for his dad. But, his dad suggested we take it and use it for my scrapbook room!! I went and talked to Cody about it and he said it would be about 3 weeks. Then, he came over on Tuesday night and had dinner with us and he said they already had one built & if I wanted it, they could deliver it on Friday! I did make a few minor changes to it, so I'm not quite sure I'll get it tomorrow, but it's possible. I'm just excited about it!! Randy also offered to help me with shelving/cabinets and with getting the electricity hooked up once it's in my backyard. It is also going to serve as an extra bedroom for us. It is going to have a bed that folds out from the wall so that when I need it, I can use it as a guest room, but when I don't, I still have floor space and it doesn't feel as cramped. I am totally excited about my very own space. Trish told me I could decorate it like the nursery I never got to paint . . . good idea! I already have ideas on how it is going to be. Hopefully I can get some of that done while Aaron's gone to the Grand Canyon. . . . which leads me to

GOOD NEWS #4:
Aaron left this evening for the Grand Canyon. . actually I think they're driving there tomorrow. I'm extremely excited for him. Yes, that means I have the kids 24/7 for 6 maybe 7 days, but I'm excited for him. Please pray for them while they're gone (Joel went with him). Please pray for us to find things to do. . . things that don't cost a lot of money. Pray that I sleep decent so I can be the fun mom and not the grouchy mom.

Please pray for Payton. He still has to wear Pull-Ups at night because he is such a hard sleeper that he wets the bed. Today we were at Sams and I bought some and he got really embarrassed. Most people think they're for Evan and I don't correct them IF they say anything, but Payton really got embarrassed today. He almost started crying in Sams! We all want this to stop so bad.

Well, that was WAY longer than I had originally planned. Oh well. . . lots going on. . . no lull here!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Gifts & Surprises!!


Aren't these the prettiest zebra canisters you've ever seen? My friend, Trish, bought them for me while she was in Austin. I absolutely love them!! I find myself looking at them again and again! Yes, Trish, I was hugging you on the inside!! Thank you!!

In other news, my new scrapbook room will be here on Friday (I think)!! YAY!! I'll have to post more on that later. . . lots going on. . . just need time to blog it all out! Probably later today!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Summer Movie Fun

The boys & I went to see Kung Fu Panda today. . cute film. . but I almost fell asleep twice. . not sure if it's because the movie was boring or I was just exhausted from water day.

Anyway, Century 12 has movies on Tuesdays at 10 am and the tickets are only $1 per person!!! Here's the schedule:

June 24th: The Last Mimzy
July 1st: Mr. Bean's Holiday
July 8th: The Water Horse
July 15th: Surf's Up
July 22nd: Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium
July 29th: Open Season
August 5th: Alvin & the Chipmunks

So, there's a bargain for you!! If I were you, I'd probably go to fandango.com and go ahead and order tickets for it. . . I'm sure if word gets out (if it hasn't already), the will be sold out.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

OK, Cherith. . you asked for it!

So, I went to see Dr. A this morning. Nothing more than my yearly stuff. Linda calls me back and takes my blood pressure. All is fine. Then she tells me to step on the scale. I was almost as scared as I was when I was 9 months pregnant! So, up I go and I watch her slide that little thing across. . . and across. . . and across!! When it finally stopped, I about fell off of the scale!! WHAT?!?!?!

Now, last week I had to go buy new clothes. All my summer clothes were maternity clothes from last year and I was tired of wearing maternity shirts and I couldn't even FIT into my maternity capris!! So I had to go shopping. . . have I ever said how much I HATE clothes shopping?!? But, I made it through. I did have to buy the largest size I've EVER bought -- EVER. But, I was ok . . . well, ok enough because I HAD to have clothes and there wasn't even anything I could do overnight that would change my body. So I just decided that size didn't matter and I wasn't going to be depressed about it.

Not today!!

Seeing her write that number down on that page. . . what in the world? I have gained 14 pounds since my 6 week post-partum appointment!! 14 pounds in 5 months!! What the heck? I just wanted to cry! Really? At that moment, I was almost hoping that I was pregnant, so at least I could blame it on that! But, I wasn't. Right now I weigh what I did when I was 8 1/2 months pregnant!!

There was a few weeks where I was walking 2 to 2.5 miles a night and I wasn't noticing any change. So, I stopped. So stinkin' frustrating. I didn't think I was doing that bad. . sure, I've had one too many cokes I'm sure over the last few weeks. . . but 14 pounds worth? Don't think so.

Then, I stop by Cherith's to borrow her Slim in 6 DVD and Chassity is there. . . yes, skinny model Chassity. I tell her what I'm looking for and she says, "Oh I have been looking for someone to work out with!! Maybe we could work out together! That would be perfect!" Out of my mouth came "Possibly" when in my head I was thinking "Absolutely not! Why in the world would I want to work out with you? Why in the world do you really need to workout anyway? There's no way I'm going to allow you to see me fumble through a workout video!"

Now, don't tell me "oh you just had a baby". . . I had a baby 6 1/2 months ago and I weigh almost what I did when I had him! It's just plain disgusting.

So, I'm going to do something. . not sure what yet. For starters, I'm giving up sweets -- not drinking cokes or sweet tea (can you kill me now?). And, if you see me grab for one of those, will you just slap me?

GOOD NEWS FLASH: I am getting a new scrapbook room. . . I'll have to post about that later.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Waterpark Fun

Yesterday Aaron called and had a break in the action at work, so he was ready to get out of town. We drove to Wichita Falls last night and stayed at the Howard Johnson hotel. I was a little leary at first, but it was really nice. They had 3 pools. One that was 12 to 18 inches deep, which was perfect for Jaxon. The second pool went to 5 feet deep, which the older boys loved. There was an outdoor pool on the 3rd floor, but we didn't use it at all.

We got up this morning and went to Castaway Cove -- a water park there. It was a lot of fun. Jaxon and I hung out in the baby pool for a little while. The water was FREEZING cold! The older boys and Aaron had fun going from ride to ride. Who knew that Evan would have no fear of ANYTHING! There was this one ride called the Cliffhanger. I rode it once with Payton and Evan and that was enough for me. Evan kept going back for more!! He even rode it by himself once. The lifeguards at the top were asking him, "Are you sure you want to ride by yourself?" Evan said, "Yes" jumping up and down. Away he went with not even a peep or a scream! The lifeguards were impressed!

Jaxon fell asleep soon after lunch, so him and I hung out in the shade for the rest of the day. After being dried off for a while, the water was so cold that he just screamed when we tried to get back in.

So, we're back and we're all a little sunburned . . some more than others. But, it really was fun to just get away for the day and do something fun.

As for an update on Jaxon, he's doing much better. He's only been waking up once a night, which is a HUGE improvement!! This morning he sounded a little raspy, but I think he'll be ok. Last week, I took one of his prescriptions into Wal-Mart to see how much it was going to cost. I knew it was going to be expensive, but I didn't know how bad it would be for sure. So, I asked the lady how much Pulmicort costs. She looks it up in her computer and says that one dose is $175/box and the other dose is $205/box!! Really . . . how are people supposed to afford that? That is enough medicine for him for a month . . . $175 PER MONTH (at least)!!! It is a preventative medicine, which is good, but still!! It's actually cheaper for me to let him start wheezing bad, take him to the dr and get the prescription for the oral steroid, which is $40 and he only has to take that for 5 days!

So, now I'm REALLY believing God is taking care of all of this. Good news is that I was able to get my hands on some samples today. That is definitely some GOOD NEWS!

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Jaxon


This sweet, adorable, loveable, pinchable, squeezable little guy needs to be healed. This picture is from a few weeks ago. . . seems like the last time he did that -- SLEEP that is. Last week, he was wheezing and coughing until he threw up. He would wake up in the middle of the night and cough until he threw up. Then, he was hungry, so I fed him. He would start coughing and it would all come back up.

On Saturday I took him to the doctor and she gave him an oral steroid to help with the wheezing and amoxicilin because he had the start of a double ear infection. The thing is that he still isn't sleeping. Last night he got up at 12, 1, 2, 3, 5, & 7. Aaron did get up with him at 3, but this is wearing me out.

The medicine could be what is keeping him awake, but it's not like I can just stop giving it to him.

I seem to be functioning fine, but I feel very checked out. I'm definitely on auto-pilot. I drove to Aaron's warehouse this morning and the last thing I remember is leaving the First Baptist Church (kids went to VBS). I didn't remember driving to Abilene. I'm just exhausted, but almost so tired that I can't sleep. Make sense?

The other night after being thrown up on for about the 5th time, I started singing that song, "I went to the enemy's camp and I took back what he stole from me." The Lord showed me a picture of me throwing back the asthma, eczema, & allergies. So, then I started singing "I went to the enemy's camp and I threw back what he gave to me." Today I'm still singing.

The good news is that he doesn't sound so "wheezy" and I've started spacing his breathing treatments out a little more. Just 2 more days on the steroid. I think that's a good thing! Another good thing is that the eczema is looking MUCH MUCH better!! Even the spot in his neck that just wouldn't budge is just a little pink, but not red and irritated like it has been!!